An Artists Biggest Fear? What Do You Think It Is?
An artists biggest fear, what is it? This is an interesting question. If you are an artist, and I’m using the term loosely here, there are several fears which might come in at number one.
- Is my work good enough?
- No one will like my work
- My work won’t sell
- I’ll never be able to make a living from it
- No one will take me seriously
- I’m too old to begin an art career
- How can I make enough money and still have time to paint/craft/act…………
- There is so much competition out there and everyone seems to be better than me
And the list goes on.
I think it is hard to really put any one of these at the top of the list. If I was challenged to do so, I think I would have to say that one of the biggest concerns I have had as an artist has been how can I find time to paint and support myself as well. This was particularly challenging for me because I was never really trained in anything. However, when I look back this was perhaps a blessing in disguise because I was encouraged by one of my mentors to think about teaching art. I was very reluctant to do so in the beginning as I felt I wasn’t skilled enough. But, I did what I usually do and threw myself in at the deep end and did my best to stay a step or two ahead of my students. This was pretty challenging at the beginning.
Nevertheless, I now have an art school, with a fluctuating role of between 35 and 40 students. This provides me with a reasonable income, at the same time allowing me time to paint, although probably not as much time to paint as I would like. Still, I consider myself to be fortunate because the work I do is something that I love to do, plus I don’t have to leave home to do it.
For a long time, there has been The Starving artist myth floating around, and this is probably one of those urban legends that would best be put to bed. If you know anything about the law of attraction, then you know that focusing on the fact that you’re a starving artist really contributes to that reality. It is time that artists started thinking of themselves as successful contributors to society instead of focusing on the fear of being hungry and homeless. And the problem with this fear is that it stops us from doing our art, from taking those sometimes scary steps into the bigger reality of who we might be.
This Weeks Question: What is your biggest fear around your creativity and how do you deal with it?
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